Cold, lonely desert.

My hands shake
One tear slowly rolls down my cheek to my chin
I see these words
Why did you say such a thing?!
My heart feels like it's being constantly beat up
I can't stand all this pain!!!
As the tear drops to the floor I think of everything I've gone through in my life.
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My life has been filled with so much pain.
One heartbreak after another
One by one my friends start to fade
And in the end I'm all alone in the darkness of the night
I look around me for friendly faces but all I see is all the pain in my life has witnessed
I walk alone in this cold dark night keeping my tears in and a hand on my heart.
I stop to find one single rose, in this cold desert.
I bend down and touch it's petals ever so gently.
My feelings implode as tears quickly roll down my cheeks falling onto the flower
I've hidden my pain with fake smiles,
I've hidden my sadness with fake laughs,
I never wanted to show anyone how much pain I'm truly in.
But now, what does it matter?
They all left! Left me alone in this cold, dark desert!
I say to the rose, "We've been alone for so long! But at least now we have each other, right?"
As these words have been spoken the petals start to fade as well leaving me alone once again.
Again, I am alone.
With no ones words but my own.
I wander the night searching for someone I can call "friend"
Those who help in anyway, always a hand they are happy to lend.
I remember those in my past and present I called so.
But now I do not know.
I sit on the black sand looking at the sky of nothingness.
I am surrounded by crows, and ravens who feed on my stress.
I smile as I look at these beautiful creatures.
"Oh so black and so many other features,"
"I thank you for feeding on my pain and sadness, taking me aback with such grace and beauty."
The one in front of me nodding as if it his duty.
My hand reaches out to the crow in front of me.
I pet it and it looks at me with glee.
"I know that you are my friend"
It nods it head as if it does comprehend.
One friend I find in the middle of the night.
I smile as the sun rises in this desert.
The crows, and ravens flap their wings hastily picking up dust and dirt.
The birds fade away as the light touches their bodies.
I'm alone again, and I find that it was all in my mind.
My friends left me behind.
The sun does fade again back into night.
This desert is cold and with no light.
My lips <b<tremble</b> and I cry out, "Why must I be so alone?!!"
I hear my voice echo in the night, hearing the wind moan.

I cry, as my tears hit the sand that quickly drying on the sand.
"I really am all alone.... All alone..."